April 13, 2026 - Monday


Today was a little crazy! I cried nearly all day and felt so much dread about my parents coming. I had lots to do around the house and also really wanted to get school done, so I did that too. I had to do a little shopping, and laundry, and bed-making. We had to do BJJ and then I went over all of the things in my head that my parents have criticized over the last decade and tried to make sure those things were done too. 

Once dad and MJ got here, I got a chance to talk to MJ about my feelings and the thoughts that have been running through my head and she dispelled them quickly, praise God! It felt so good to just have her say, "Absolutely not. That is satan. That is a lie. We love you. We love you no matter how your house looks or whether or not it's clean. We do not think these things and we LOVE you." I wish I had just mentioned it a couple days earlier, but I think being in person helped the convo. 

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