March 9, 2021 - Tuesday (155/365)


Day 155 of my 365 Photo Journal

I have been in the worst mood today. I don't have any real reason for it, but here are my thoughts: 1. I stepped on the scale this morning, even though Thursday is my usual weigh-in day. It was not good. 2. Ollie is getting older and I'm not having any more babies. And even though my life is full and my kids stress me out most of the time, I still have this mourning happening. 3. The kids have been fighting ALL DAY. It's making me want to pull my hair out. I feel like I woke up relatively happy? But that changed very quickly. 4. And we're having tacos tonight, which I hate. 

I hung out outside with the kids for a while today and the weather was beautiful. Cool and sunny, no heavy winter coats needed! Of course, I didn't actually feel like doing anything out there and let myself get all in my feels about the way I look, so I felt self conscious seeing my neighbors. Also, Ollie doesn't listen to me at all, so getting her to do what I say is a huge struggle right now. Anyway, I got a couple of pictures of the kids drawing with chalk. I have no idea how they manage to stay positive and fun when they have a moody mess of a mom like me. I praise God for giving me resilient children! 



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