October 30, 2023 - Monday


Today was a really rough one for me. At first, anyway. Well, not exactly at first. Whatever. I'll get on with it. I woke up READY to start the day! Got everyone together, ate breakfast, and then Ruby started screaming. My happy little bubble instantly collapsed. Now, I know that this is a me issue, not a Ruby issue. I KNOW THIS. And yet, I still can't seem to shake a crap mood for hours and hours after someone behaves in a way that I don't want them to. What is wrong with me?!? So. We got the school morning done (with no casualties, surprisingly) and then I decided to call MJ, because even with the distance and talking less lately, she's still the person I call to help me figure myself out. And she came through, as always. 

After talking to MJ for an hour, I pulled myself together and gave the kids a decent afternoon. We had lots of Halloween/costume prep to get done and I did a photo shoot for Ollie before getting dinner together. I skipped HC because I still needed to finish up Clemi and Jonas's costumes, but I got it all done! 

Rough start, but not a bad ending to this Halloween Eve. 

(Okay, I'm clearly not going to get this photo finished up in Ps any time soon, so here is a quick teaser!)

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