August 18, 2024 - Sunday

It was my next to last Sunday working today. I'm feeling a little more at peace with my transition out of the role. I've been putting so much responsibility and anxiety on myself, as if I'm responsible for the outcome of the Oasis program. But I'm not. God is. He's got this. He's had it in his hands from the beginning and no matter who is CTO over the program, it's still His. I'm feeling much better about letting go right now, although I want to leave it at its very, very best! Praying team leads will take up some of these new responsibilities and that everything will get done!

In the afternoon, I went to the movies with Kaitlyn and Emily and, while the movie was decent, I wish I had just stayed home. Here's the thing. Me, Kaitlyn, and Emily met up front, said hello, scanned our tickets, and sat down. We watched the movie and I whispered maybe two sentences to Emily during that entire time. The movie ended, we said goodbye, and then we all went our separate ways. I could have watched a movie at home, in my bed, in comfy clothes, rather than spending almost four hours away from home on one of Ben's two days off of work. Anyway, what's done is done and it was nice to see the ladies' faces, anyway.