May 17, 2022 - Tuesday - Part 2


I wish that I could report a huge upswing in mood, but it didn't happen. I DID get out of the house and I did have a very productive day. I had periods where I felt less stormy, but it was still an emotionally meh day. 

I ran out to Home Depot and got a bunch of the stuff I've had on my list for a while. I also bought the plants for the garden since none of our starts ever started. I spent most of the day outside getting the garden plot cleared out and then Ben and I put the fence up around it to keep all the wildlife out that lives in our yard. After dinner, I planted all of the veggies and worked on a little flower project with the kids (provided by Home Depot). First, they built the little wooden basket with wood glue and nails and then they got to plant their flowers. They love that kind of stuff and I used to love it too, before life + four kids made me feel like everything and anything extra was too much of a hassle. This is totally my own fault! Not the kids' fault. I hope that as they get older and I (hopefully) become more patient and less overwhelmed, we can do more things like this. I feel satisfied with what I accomplished today and I'm really hoping that the garden works out well!

*Ollie is the worm whisperer/murderer. She's obsessed.*




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