October 11, 2023 - Wednesday
We had a field trip today! We went to Marmon Valley and learned how early settlers did some things. It was really nice to have a field trip that was actually educational, rather than just fun. It's frustrating to sacrifice a whole school day just to watch the kids play. They made candles by hand, used hand-tools to drill a hole in a log that they split themselves to make candle-holders, and ground their own corn for johnny cakes. Everyone had a great time. Afterwards, we had a picnic and it was a little awkward. I joined a group of ladies that I don't normally talk to and there was zero conversation happening. Like I tend to do, I filled the silence with uncomfortable TMI about myself. I mean, it got convo going, but I hate how I end up making myself a project (for lack of a better word) in an effort to get people to have open, vulnerable conversations. I guess it was good? But I still walked away wishing I could hide under a rock and rethought every word I said for the rest of the afternoon.
After a chill afternoon--I am working hard to give myself relaxing afternoons!--I met Brittany for a snack and catch up time at Panera. It was so good and cup-filling to visit with her. It's been so long! And I can't even remember the last time we hung out without being constantly interrupted by kids. Thankful that she was able to make the time to do that.


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