July 19, 2025 - Saturday




I had a lot of expectations for today that were not met…by me. I just thought I’d be able to get everything done and I couldn’t! Instead of being productive and finishing up Clemi’s closet, I read, showered, went on a date with Ben, got groceries, played my video game, prepped dinner, and hung out with the Sales.

It was really nice getting to know Jeff and Jacy better. We really like them a lot and the kids get along well. I am so grateful that my girls are always willing to play with new friends. And, honestly, if it wasn’t for Clem, things would likely not go so smoothly! But she’s really welcoming and friendly to every kid that comes over and her sisters follow suit. We got to have some actual deep, meaningful conversation with Jeff and Jacy, mostly about home churches and some past hurts and how we’re moving past them. Jacy seems a little stuck and Ben is too, but we’re all hopeful and still willing to envision a better future for the group we’re in now. I just need to be praying for the strength to continue to move towards difficult relationships and to initiate group things. It’s so hard for me to feel that rejection and keep going. I’ve got to try though.

The girls put on a mismatch fashion show for me today. :)

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