July 20, 2021 - Tuesday (288/365)


Day 288 of my 365 Photo Journal 

I should have gotten together with Jenny today and taken her 3 month pregnancy picture. 😞😞😞 I hate being sick and I hate that it's getting in the way of the stuff I want to do! Today was, however, the first day in a while that I woke up NOT feeling worse. I don't feel much better, but I feel 'slightly' better and that's a start! I spent a bunch of time organizing, cleaning, and working on editing photos today. It felt good! I got stuff done. I wasn't a lazy lump. But for some reason, I'm still feeling really terrible about myself. I don't want to go into it too much, but I'm really hating me right now. My personality, my appearance, and my drive to work hard are all a huge disappointment to me. I'm hoping I can climb out of this and start to find some shreds of self-compassion/love again. 

I just got a couple of random photos of the kids playing today, since we're not doing ANYTHING while I'm sick. Jonas wanted to show me how cool he tied his yo-yo around his hand 🤷. He is wearing one of the shirts he tie-dyed himself! He did such a great job, truly. Such a creative and thoughtful kid!

The photo of the girls was one that I snuck in while they were playing in the back room. I opened the door a crack and shot a few pictures of them playing...whatever game they were playing! 



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