October 30, 2025 - Thursday




It's the long-awaited trick or treat night!!! And, of course, the weather was terrible, as it always is on trick or treat night! 😅 We did school this morning and I started out in a great mood, but, again, easily slid into a worse and worse mood throughout the day. It's really just normal kid stuff and my kids are wonderful! They're just being themselves, bickering a little, rough-housing, etc. My point is, they didn't do anything wrong. Throughout the day, though, I was getting more and more emails in about work and I started having a small pit of anxiety in my gut when Sherri sent out her reminder email yesterday or the day before about the parenting meeting next week. For some reason I thought I had more time! I'm all discombobulated. *sigh* Anyway, throughout the day, my anxiety grew and grew with each email because I feel so overwhelmed and so busy, and now I need to give some real attention to this work situation. I didn't quit when I wanted to in September, so here I am. And if I'm going to be in the role, I have to continue doing it well, even though I hate it. So, yeah, my anxiety grew and I frantically cleaned because that seems to be what I turn to when everything feels out of control. It's an easily controllable situation and I can see actual results from it. Anxiety aside, the day was not too bad. We watched a show, got the house clean, I got dinner prepped, and we got everyone ready for trick or treating right on time!

Trick or treating was fun. It's crazy that the kids are getting old enough that they want to stay out almost the full two hours nowadays! We walked around from 6 - 7:40 or so and the kids got a TON of candy. Way too much candy, honestly. They'll never be allowed to eat this much junk!! 

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