July 19, 2024 - Friday


It's crazy how hard everything seems right now. Literally a week ago, I felt super optimistic and ready to do things! I was going to start school, and make lists, and do house projects, and MOVE. Now, I can barely shower, let alone pack up the house, finish house projects, and move. Thankfully, it seems like we're leaning towards hanging out here until the spring. That way, I can put off being productive until a more convenient time. 

I went over to Christine's this morning and we all had a really nice time. It was really good to catch up with her. Sad that it took us so many months to get together though! I like how decisive she is. I hate making any decisions and when I hang out with someone who feels like they know what should be done, it always makes me feel better...even if I know that, at times, her advice is not right for me. After Christine's, we headed over to Anne's and that was also a really nice time. Hanging out with her is a lot different than hanging out with Christine. Unlike her, Anne does not have any solutions for my life, but always forces me to think critically about everything. Sometimes frustrating, but always worthwhile! 😅 I appreciate that she's willing to say hard things and propose ideas that she probably knows I won't like. Being with friends really gave me a bit of a mood boost for a while and I needed it. Of course, it didn't last too long. I'm already about to get into pajamas and lay in bed and it's only 5:30. But I kept all of my previously established plans this week, so I'm proud of myself for that. 

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