October 14, 2024 - Monday


Ben is off for Columbus Day, so I let the kids have off today too. It could be a mistake, homeschooling-wise? But sometimes you just want a break. Even though we kind of had a break all last week. Alas, what's done is done. Ben told me today that looking at me reminds him of Invasion of the Body Snatchers. I say I'm the same as ever, but when he looks in my eyes, all he sees is hatred. I feel like that's pretty dramatic, but I did think on what he said a bit. After thinking for a little bit, I had to go back to him and admit to him that I'm still struggling with our relationship. I brought up a few of the things that I'm having a hard time with, and we talked about them for a little while. I don't know that I feel so much better, necessarily, but it's better to talk about these things than continue letting them fester. I guess. 

We took the kids to Hibachi for lunch! They always have so much fun there. We had a fun chef, and all of the kids actually eat there now, which is so nice. We honestly don't mind having an expensive meal every now and then when the kids EAT THEIR FOOD! I feel like that never happens! 

Sadly, I did not take any photos today, so here is an oldie. 

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