August 29, 2023 - Tuesday


We had our nature co-op this morning and we all had a great time. I had a lot of fun visiting with moms and the time just flew by. The kids all seemed to have a blast playing with friends and exploring in the water. Except for Ollie. She really struggled today. She was sad a lot of the time and kept feeling left out. I think it’s really hard for her that her sisters have made new friends that they prefer to be with over her. My poor, sweet girl. ðŸ˜• it makes me feel so sad for her! 


After we got home, I had to go to the dentist for a cleaning. Of course, two of my fillings are falling apart or whatever, so I have to get them both repaired. Such nonsense. Definitely dreading that. But you know what would be way worse? A root canal. The mere thought makes me shudder. So I have to just handle it while it’s not that bad, as much as I hate it. 


Ben’s pain really came back with a vengeance today. He’s pissed and the kids are all scared of making him mad. I just feel so sad for him. He’s hurting so much. I hope it doesn’t stick around for long. 


Ben could tell I wasn’t up for cooking and graciously offered that we could get take out instead. I was so grateful! Just not in the mood to cook at all. My cramps and heavy bleeding just make me feel so lethargic and grumpy. We got Chipotle and they messed up Ben's order. He was so freaking furious that he punched the table and scared the kids half to death. He was also in terrible pain at the time too, which definitely made the whole thing way worse. 


After dinner I cleaned for a long time. It needed to be done and it helps me to feel like there are at least some things in this world I can control. Not many, but having a clean floor is one of them! Alex and Ben hung out tonight and I played Zelda for an hour. Man, I love that game. 


(Photos are from 3 years ago today)




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